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| I'm back home , sitting right here infront of my comp , dont know what to do . I keep refreshing your twitter , see every single tweet as they came in . i called you so many times , you hang up on my call as many times . i can really see how pissed you are . Sometimes , your words hurt me deeply too , but i just ignored it . This time round , when you said you're gonna sleep , imagine all the things which i've done for you , sleepless nights , everything . and you told me you're gonna sleep and couldnt stay up . I somehow have this feeling that you'll still be awake . But a part of me feels that whatever you said is real . I said those words its just a casual remark , yes i know it ssucks , i know how you feel , i'm sorry . i wont make such casual remarks again . I'm devastated right now . I'm sorry . I really hope you can or you will wake up sooner or later . Tomorrows gonna be a day for us , i really hope we will welcome it together . You used to say you dont see the reason why i jealous / angry . Yes , now you're angry , now you're sad . but i'm no better . I prepared a long letter for you , a small little thing i've done for you . But i guess you're not here to recieve it . Will i get a sms from you ? be it 12am or tmr morning ? . I just came back from skating , with this hot weather here , i'm sweating , hot dirty . And today , i did an awful mistake , i fell on the road surface , and there's a big scratc/cut on my knee cap right now . It didnt stop bleeding , it just keeps flowing and flowing . I continued to skate , but i dont know why i keep falling . I used to be able to skate without falling . i didnt want to stop skating just because of one fall . But everything i did , even normal skating . i lost balance and fall . I keep falling on the wound , again and again . making it worst and worst . Right now , its still bleeding , out from my leg , down to my ankle . I just wanna sit here , and wait till your sms come , till your tweets come in . Yes , the wound is pain , but my heart's more pain . My legs bleeding , my hearts bleeding more . I'm seriously typing this in tears , in 'blood' . i dont know what to do , just wait and see as time counts down nearer and nearer to 12 mm . Are you seriously sleeping? | | |
| I felt the attraction when i first saw you . Your cute , bubbly face was vividly in my mind at all times.
Your replies made my day , your greetings made my morning brighter , my night sweeter .
We start off like an admirable pair , your sweetness , your replies became my daily needs .
I thought things would work out fine for us , as i grew deeper and deeper .
Then , with just a blink of an eye , everything changed , my sweetest night turn into sad sleepless nights , thinking what have we become .
Disappointment over took my daily emotions every now and then i picked up my phone and i realize there isn't a message from you .
You're just like a sweet dream happening to me , beautiful pleasant dream from the start , and waking up into a cruel reality .
The fruit has pass its sweetest stage , it is starting to rot , starting to taste bitter/sour .
Everyday i was hoping that one day things would work out between us , however , this hope is being crushed into million pieces and slowly slowly vapourised into thin air bit by bit.
Is this the outcome of us ?
I really miss the times when we first started out , is there a way , a solution ?
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| NoteBook !
I got my new Notebook already ! White colour fujitsu , cool huh? =)  Fujitsu White ! :D
Clubbing !! With Jeramy , Gary , Yixiang , Humphrey. Romp V at Zirca !
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.. .. ..Club Se7en at Iluma with jeramy and humphrey  Jeramy and Me =) humphrey at the back
Se7en is a newly opened club at iluma 7th floor ! Sleek design , amazing bass , luxurious environment(4 to 5 rooms with sofa for sitting ) . Se7en is the place for you to hangout after shopping at bugis , a place to relax and enjoy the music and lastly a place to dance your heart out to heart-pumping dance beats by skillful resident DJs there ! Try out se7en , one of the newest clubs around , soon ! Upcoming events: Supperclub on april fool's day ! | | |
| Birthdays , Outings , Working everything , always circulating this 3 things recently .  Sophia , Me and Evelyn at the back Just a nice photo taken during yixiang's birthday celebration.
Plenty of photos taken during that day , view them in my FaceBook account ! http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=604191905 . Hmm UpComing events : Class outing maybe? Buying of New laptop for poly? 15 March at Zirca ~ Various orientation camps ? Poly school reopen ! Cant wait to see my new friends ! =)
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| Its Been A Long Time since i last blog , hmm have been busy with my Os.Well i am glad to say , finally its all over ! Pass 2 weeks had a couple of great events. Escapade , Prom , and couple of outings with my buddies ! Not much photos were taken during Escapade so apologies for that ! Well Prom night was a different case . Photos of Prom Night 09 at Swissotel Merchant Court ! 
Prom Night :D Went Kbox-ing after that as well , we sang and laugh our night away ~ Thats all for this post ~ Will post again soon ! Currently watching Hai Pai Tian xin ( Hi My Sweet Heart ) ! Upcoming events : Class Chalet ! =)) | | |
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